04.18.06
Exhausted
I am tired; physically, mentally, emotionally, and even slightly spiritually. There are those times when you feel as if you have nothing else to give and yet people keep demanding you give more and more of yourself.
I need to find a balance. I try so very hard with my school. I have set medical school as the prize at the end of this race but lately I can’t help but feel that I am running after the wrong thing. I have sacrificed my God for the wisdom of this world and I have been left deprived of grace.
God,
I have strayed from your path to seek my glory;
I have trampled under foot your words with joy.
Lord, God, Father,
I have set for myself an idol for worship and called it knowledge;
I have filled myself with this world and have been found to be empty.
Eternity is at hand and I can’t take my eyes off of today,
Your glory God surpasses all understanding and I care not.
You are the Lord, God:
You have created all wisdom
You are the source of love, of truth, of life
You God, you alone, are victorious
You are God, worthy of praise and honor
Father,
Remove my lustful heart, focus my path and make me wise in your wisdom
Teach me Lord, God to not ask these things in my name
Teach me to seek your glory for your honor
Teach me to teach others
Teach me Lord, teach me to love and to love You first
In Jesus’ holy and righteous name,
Amen!
CLP Said:
April 18, 2006 at 5:36 pm
“But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” - Jesus
Anonymous Said:
April 20, 2006 at 5:52 pm
“Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving. ”
Colossians 3:23-24
*Praying for you*
Gwen